have you ever...?

have you ever felt so
                                      invisible
                                                        that it almost seems as if everyone
                                                        were passing you by?

not even noticing that
                                      you
                                                        are simply a face with two eyes,
                                                        a nose, and a mouth?

                                                                                                                                           so little and insignificant?

almost 
                                     non-existent?

like everyone
seems to be moving
in fast-forward motion,
while you're standing still? stuck?

that is where i am at.

chasing
                                   for something seemingly unattainable.
running
                                   from the memories of the past.

 i'm calling for you, but i can't feel your embrace.

and so the darkness surrounds me.

when will the sun rise for my skies?