wolf.

before an alter you fall on your knees
and claim to dedicate your life to the service of God
yet in his name you lead another astray
deceitful in nature, in Jesus name, you claim to love

to the wolf in sheep's clothing
may you live everyday smothered by your guilt
may your lies eat away at you like a cancer
may the darkness you live in, consume you

i pray for blind eyes to see
that hearts harden as you approach
i pray that they see the disgusting animal that you are
that you be ravaged the very demons that reside in you

so tell me that i'm condemned to hell 
for wishing you ill
tell me that i am no better than you
because your sins are weighed equal to mine
so tell me that i am in sin
for hating you
tell me!

my sins are before an audience
worn on my black coat
guilt will not be held over my head
you cannot kill what is already dead.

the death of me

can you feel the rhythm of my heart beating?
oh it's so high, how i long to fly
are you listening to the gasping of my breathing?
and gravity takes hold in a blink of an eye

on the edge of breaking, but i wouldn't take any of it back
and you wouldn't even know, but i'm falling between the cracks
oh how the cold and dark embrace me
desolate; sinking in the deepest of seas

one day you'll hold another
and you'll realize i was just another lover
with your bodies intertwined, i watched my dreams die
because for you i'd always turn a blind eye

take the breath caught between my words sung
take every inch of me
watch it burn for you
watch it burn because of you

Invisible

...maybe i'm done trying
maybe i'm the only one who's left fighting
fighting be loved
fighting to be someone
in
your life.
maybe it's time
to face the
truth
that i'll never be
enough
for
you.
maybe
you find more
consolation
comfort
in your media,
friends
...in those
who
have
everything
i
don't.
maybe
it's time
i face
the fact that
i will never enter
your world.
maybe it's time
i gave up on me
just as you have.
maybe it is time.
i will never
be her.
i will never
understand
and maybe
it's because
i was
never
given
the chance.
maybe you have fallen in love
with the person you wish me to be
maybe who i am
is not who you want to love.
maybe the thought of this being true
terrifies you the most
throws you off your feet
and the fear of the unknown
has you gripped on to my heart
wishing on stars
i will become
who you need.

marionette

broken promises

empty words

beautiful and luring

yet

deceiving 

oh how you lie

you know the sweetest words

and they kill

fill my heart and body with senseless hope

uplift me to the moon

to come crashing down

death sweep over me soon

what is the point?

what is the point of having loved you?

what's the point of a beautiful lie?

i am your marionette

control my dance

i never stood a chance

i'm a fool for your love

i am a prisoner of your heart,
you stole everything i ever dreamed of