why is it that the thought of not being with you haunts me?
what if you're lying?
what if all that you said to me was all but a beautiful lie?
you see, you have me believing in a happily ever after
you got me thinking of a family
you got me thinking of marriage
you got me hoping for a true and sincere love
is it true?
or is it a lie?
please don't tell me that this is all a lie
please don't tell me that this all false hope
i don't know how i'll recover from this..
i don't know if i'll be able to move on without you
i've never known something so beautiful
you've given me hope
you're so perfect with all your imperfections
i was perfectly fine living without the illusion
of having someone by my side
without the illusion that i could have a family
none of that ever mattered
and now, you're here
and i want it all
i want it all with you
if you strip me of this, i don't know what else is left for me
for the first time in my life, i'm thinking of a husband
i'm thinking of having children
i'm thinking of a future
now please don't take this from me
i was fine, i had accepted a life of loneliness
and then you came along
you walked into my life and now i'm afraid of you walking out.
please stay with me.
i want you to stay.
