Tuesday, December 15, 2009

pretend.

if i pretend to be happy long enough,
will i one day believe it?

slow and agonizing
like suffocation
is this healing process..

why cant i just forget him,
how he forgot about me?

Thursday, December 10, 2009

for the better.

never say never.




you've set yourself up for failure and you know it.
people change, nothing ever stays the same.


and most of the time the change is not for the better.



dont lie to yourself.



better yet, dont disgrace yourself
by degrading your standards of life.






who you become now, will forever leave a trace in people lives.
choose wisely.


in four years many things can happen.



it is up to you to make the decisions of YOUR life
..the very ones that will determine YOUR FUTURE...
stand firm for what you believe in and WHO you believe in.




"go ahead as you waste yours days with thinking
when you fall, everyone sins
another day and you've had your fill of sinking
with the life held in your
hands are shaking cold"
-"Move Along" All American Rejects

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

disappointed.

why dont you listen?



you've been told repeatedly

and yet
you resist.



at this point
i honestly
just hope you fall on your face.

maybe then you will see
the reality

YOU

have chosen for yourself.